zikri, lifes too short to waste it with regret..

i was just awake.. 1.43 PM.
and feeling so hungry..
maw bg kwn pg mkn? blnja aku la..

but one thing i realize today..
after 3 minutes of waking up..
i saw something..

and i myself whisper a voice..
"lifes too short to regret.."

im wasting my day..

hari ni..langsung x buat apa2..
baca buku, tidur, buat kerja rumah, tidur, on9..

damn..x kluar lepak..langsung..x pegi sembang..
baring2 di bilik jadik org bodoh.hahah

tgk2 contact, ada azribulat, redhapetak, joharhanjeng, coyotito, zombie, gundut..segala nama alien ada..tiba2 nampak ni.. ): milo..

shit..i made the biggest mistake there..i deserve to regret this..my whole life..
..boo me..

buduhhh..zikri sangat buduh. HA HA HA HA HA HAAAA~!

amarah..

sk8..sk8..sk8.
matahari benam..gelap..so susah da maw main..
jadi kami semua pun lepak sama2..
kwn2 aku..yg senior2 la dlm group sk8 tuh..marah2..

pasal apa?

ponglai..

kami yg baru2 ni diam2 jak la..hahaha lucu pun ada..
sap gaya drg becakap sgt mengerikan..
paling ganas tu yg nama nya ajiq..pergh!!
takut gua..

habes la itu ponglai..gua x tau apa2..jd diam2 jak la.. hee

quit..

my buddy..
hey, they care..
thats why thay ask me to stop..
and i would..
now i mean it forever..
but i've just got back in last monday..

yea..yea..ok..it smells bad on me though.
hahah.

8th August 2010..

Excel 13th august..
tp before that, 8th august tu ada gigs.
first timer dengan genre ni..(metalcore/post hardcore)
slalu nya alt, punk.. heheh

lokasi : dekat area kaka tempat futsal tuh.

yg ngeri tu org nya nda support nti.. plus,
klu ada yg mabuk smpi gaduh..aduuu.. nda best.. tp kita coba!!! oh iya..planning,
My Heroine by Silverstein..itu jak la dulu try bawa. ;D

Hey Soul Sister..

best best best!!
ya ya ya..aku lambat laaa..
-,-

sakit..otak.

pening siol satu hari ni..
huh..

saket kepala..

lepas pulang sekolah tu aku terus landing..
when bangun..kepala aku bepinar..
sampai sekarang...(8:41 PM)

-,-

kadang kadang..

kadang2 hati pemberontak aku teriak..

"keluar la dari rumah tuu! x payah la dduk spm! cari kerja! keluar dr rumah!"

but aku still fikir pasal parents aku..

aku xmau bg jatuh drg..

aku still fikir..

ikut hati aku lama da aku hilang..

lama da aku merempat tepi jln..

ikut hati aku..? aku x..

lies..

aku ckp aku kena awal esok pergi sekolah..

aku ada kelas..ada projek..ada kerja..bla bla bla..

aku just malas maw balik rumah semalam..

so aku stay di ofis kakak aku..

ya..malas maw balik rumah..

klu boleh aku mmg xmau balik dah..

still, im sorry i lied..

thats not me..ain't never me..

bawa kereta pusing2 dgn sound system bass meletup..

sebok maw kereta sport..

minat gila maw join team kereta..

beli baju standard harga 100+..

beli brg tgk jenama ala2 adidas, nike, LV..(jenama metropolitan)

hangout dgn member di kedai2 mahal..

dress dgn kolar tegak ke atas..sluar baggy..

rambut wet look..besinar2..

dgr lagu chingy, busta rhymes, timbaland..

hp iphone..blackberry..

nope..its not me..

aku lepak warung bakso..plg2 pun kedai mamak..

aku roll skate..kereta pun pinjam..

aku dress x kemas..t's and my worn out jeans..

aku x kisah jln dgn sluar koyak baju lusuh..

rambut aku messy..

kasut aku vans yg da koyak belah kiri..

aku bukan xda duit..

aku just suka jadi diri aku..

and aku mmg mcm tu..

gua mmg x kisah lu org nak ckp apa..

x usah nak bentuk gua jd someone yg lu org mau gua jd..

ya gua mau masa depan..gua tau gua ada..

tp biar gua hadap masa depan gua as diri gua sendiri..

..gua bukan anak patung lu..

please don't make this just another memory for me..

as time flews..

we grow..

we stand and walk..sometime we jump and run..

i saw lots of things..beautiful things i used to love..

pretty butterflies i used to chase..

but i fall..again and again..and i almost stop getting up..

plus, when i see that butterflies easily land on others arm and stay..

i almost lose faith and hope..

now i understand why i couldn't keep those butterflies to myself..

i understand now..there's a better one i deserve..

now please, this is enough..let this be my last..give me strength..

show me faith that this is the one..

(:

twenty fuckin hours..

i ain't gonna mumble about how much i love my gf..

cuz i want it to last..

(:

so today, woke up jam 6.30 am..ya ya ya..lewat pergi sekolah.

laju2 mandi..besiap..trus pegi skolah.

smpi dlm jam 7.15 gitu..

tulis nama jak..then masuk kelas..

then di kelas, kwn aku yg mana ialah band mate jugaaa..

begaduh..psl bass..gitar..lagu..

aku tgk jak la..bingung juak pusing2 kepala tgk drg 2 org..

time rehat drummer dtg..

dia pun tediam tgk ni dua org. hahahah! kami pun duduk tepi tgk gduh mulut drg nih..

(member, gaduh besar camana pun..tgn simpan poket..)

..hmm, kurang 1 org..utk spot rythm.

tp itu senang carik..hehe.

masalah ni dua org ntah smpi mana..yg best tu time x cerita band boleh ketawa sama2. hahah!

buduh kamu dua org..

balik sekolah terus pg tempat kakak..

on9..ntah apa2 la jak..bosan..smpi ttdur.

skrg baru bgn..and blogging. hihi..

ui..saket!

the devil wears prada

jgn bha bikin malu band org laen..HA HA HA

klu nda tau tu genre apa jgn ikut sukak hati label

asal scream kau cop screamo..

kau tau ka scream tu byk jenis?

pig squeal..

growl..

mid metalcore scream..

high scream..

ntah byk lagi la kali..aku pun x tau lg..

tp kan..yg pasti band screamo often guna byk high scream(yg mcm bunyi kucing mengeran tuh)

metalcore..deathcore..often guna growl..mid metalcore + sikit high scream..

ini kau..smua yg scream kau cop screamo..

hahahh!!

bikin panas sak..

aku minat tu band kau bilang screamo..

sgt jahanam kau..

fevret aku bmth(sejak2 drg more to metalcore dgn album plg baru suicide season)..dulu nda minat sap drg deathcore..byk guna high scream..nda siok..

tp sedap2 aku dgr lgu drg kau ckp screamo??!!

adui!!

ayat kwn aku..utk kau.. buta seni punya budak!

hahahahah!!

lagi satu..ada 1 jenis org ni..

mula2 dgr lgu bmth dia kutuk2..

skali tgk oliver sykes..trus di puja2 nya tu band..

klu cikaro gua x kisah beb..

ini jantan..HA HA HA!!

lyn muzik base on rupa ka?

bongok

music is about listening..understanding..not reading..

peduli la kau punya ayat hambur! asal msg kau sampai..itu muzik..

its empty..

Tried to take a picture
Of love ..
Didn't think I'd miss her
That much
I want to fill this new frame
But its empty

Tried to write a letter
In ink
Its been getting better
I think
I got a piece of paper
But its empty
Its empty

Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty

And I've even wondered
If we
Should be getting under
These sheets
We could lie in this bed
But its empty
Its empty

satu hari..

im a sinner..

i've done so much so far in my short life..

sometimes i fail everyone..

when i fail myself..

im sorry..

guardian angel...

..use me as you will..

pull my strings just for a thrill

i know i'll be ok

though my skies are turning grey..

yes! gol!!

phone aku kena kasi masuk mesin basuh sama2 dgn jeans aku.!! hahaha! lawa laaa..hp baru lageyyy~!!

lame..

bgn pagi trus hadap tv..maen game..

hahah.

lagiii..hp aku ntah pg mana..

pg cr skandal kalik dia..

-,-

first lyrics..

sheets of paper..blank and written..

writing lyrics, thats what i use them to..

we're preparing to go for a demo by ends of 2010..

..here it is..

you wake me up..

ask me to come along..

you spare me time..

ask me to stay on strong..

-by zikri..

influenced by underoath, adtr, bmth

nda bole letak semua..bahaya seyh! hahah!

"apa maw kasi nama ni?"

-azri naaa..kau mkn la tu clean vocal..hahahah!

angels on the moon by thriving ivory

best!!

buddy from fb punya status..

tnya dia apa tu..

dia ckp lgu..n suru dgr..

and yea..siok!

thanks angy. (:

gila suda ini org..

HA HA HA!!(koyak la ni usus aku)

sgt lucu la ni org..

kwn sy yg paling best!

skrg tambah best suda..

sap dia cukur bulu kaki dia guna veet adik dia..

palui nyaaa!!

azri, jgn kau becakap sama aku selagi bulu kaki kau tumbuh balik..bongok! HA HA HA!!!

im just a kid..

who can do nothing to please you..

im just a kid..

who can't even understand you..

im just a kid..

who can't always be there for you..

im just a kid..

who can't give you what you need..

im just a kid..

who want you to have my ♥..

but i guess it ain't enough..

cuz im just a kid..

hujaaaaan..

sejuk sial tadi pagi..

tp aku teda tidur la hari ni di sekolah. hahaha!

aman jak klu gitu hari2 cuaca..

pulang sekolah tukar baju merayau lagi..

gerimis2 pegi jln2..teda tujuan..hahah

bosan dowh dduk diam..

besok mendung lagi ahhh!! (ckp sama sepa kah ini?)

kinda bored..empty..life..

sometime..when we're alone..

sitting and watching everything passes by..

our minds fly to state to remind us that nothing last..

once it pass, it won't be easy for it to turn around again..

not that it won't..but it ain't gonna be easy.

and me..i often see it hurts..but now i know that everything passes for reason..

everything happen for reason

when it ain't working..

well, maybe its not for you..

or maybe its not good for you..

or possibly it doesn't deserve you..

could be its not your path..

perhaps, something better is waiting along your way..

so..let it go and watch it burnt..

life's is huge..

its for you to explore..

for me..what i already get through..is just a little piece of the pieces of life..

and i think i want more of it since this life is only once..

don't be scared of people who would let you down..

don't be afraid of people who would crush your hopes for their selfishness..

don't lose hope on people who would hurt you bad..

cause the fact is everyone is gonna hurt you..you just have to know the one that worth it..

(:

make up..

girls in make up..

sometimes, they look like an alien from outer space..

not all of them..but some of them with tons of colors in the face..

plus the..white thingy..(girl's stuff to make them look much more fair...)

sometime..it freaks me out..

some may look pretty either way.. yeap!

but not 'whore'..hahaha!

telinga..tebakar..hangus..burnt!!

belajar..belajar..belajar..

baru satu ari aku dduk ruma nda bukak buku terus la..

-,-

woiii..matek la jugak..

malas joo mau merungut di sini..

kau tau malaaaas?? tau ka?????????????????????????????

yala..aku malas la..malas aku belajar..naaa.. siok kan?? hahah!!

Semat nya lirikk!! mengena!!

false pretence by the redjumpsuit apparatus

Oh, it's time to let it go

The world's got a funny way of turning 'round on you

When a friend tries to stab you right in the face

Losing faith in everything I thought I hoped I knew

Don't sweat it, it was set on false pretense

Betrayed but not gonna be willing to change

And it doesn't seem likely to fade

Betrayed but not gonna be willing to change

cuz you know...

It's sacrifice

False pretense you'll learn again

Stop pretending don't deny

False pretense you'll learn again

All along you know you thought you got the best of me

You were wrong and I'm laughing right in your face

I cannot believe you claimed you were my family

Don't sweat it, it's set on false pretense

Betrayed but not gonna be willing to change

And it doesn't seem likely to fade

Betrayed but not gonna be willing to change

cuz you know...

It's sacrifice

False pretense you'll learn again

Stop pretending don't deny

False pretense you'll learn again

[Spoken:] guitar

Oh, it's time to let it go

I can't seem to understand it how you turned out to be so cold

You tried but were caught red handed, are you happy with your role?

It's funny to me how you've turned into such a joke...

It's sacrifice

False pretense you'll learn again

Stop pretending don't deny

False pretense you'll learn again

So play the game until you run out

And play the game into my hand

On Drugs

aku tidur smlm maw dkt jam 3..

tapi bgn jam 7..sharp lg tu..

and..and..nda mengantuk. O.o

aku on drugs ka ni?

saket haaati..bikin sakit hati..

ARGENTINA.. -,- sakit mata..sakit hati..

nvm la..ada NETHERLANDS!! ada PARAGUAY!!

Final Fantasy XII

teringat pulak aku punya favourite game..

FINAL FANTASY XII

sikit lagik hbs tp cd tu stuck..jd smpi skrg Ps2 aku behabuk suda..

skrg maw pg bandar! cr cd baru!! HA HA HA!!

perangai sial..

kau whore..

x payah la aku ckp kenapa..

kau sendiri tau suda cukup.. (:

ARGENTINA LA BHAA!!

argentina la tu..nda payah la lawan suda..tau juak hasil nya.

HA HA HA!!

aku di rumah..

bosan jorh di ruma 1 hari..ya2..hari jumaat, kemarin, aku x pg sekolah..

di rumah..kluar rumah pun pg masjid jak..solat jumaat..

the rest aktiviti aku smua indoor. hahahaha.

maen keyboard..tidur..movie..nasib ada byk coke dlm icebox..

woosh! bosan gilak..

gelap suda..adeh..awal nya..

on9, tidur, on9, tidur..bukak tingkap gelap suda..

awal siot..

tusyen lagik!.. aduuy!

smpi bila la seksaan ni..

nda apa la..hbs tusyen nti sy mau kluar! maw lepak minum2!! yay!!