walking to nowhere..

i'm just going to take a walk today

i don't feel ok and there's nothing else i could do

i'll just walk..by myself..

'it's not fair to let everything go..'

things i wanna do with you..yeah you green girl!

i wanna take you out just to walk with me on the beach..

i wanna take you to a rooftop and shout your name out loud..

i wanna see how you much would you eat..

i wanna lift you on my back and walk around town..

i wanna hold your hand so you can pull me while i'm on my skateboard..

i wanna make you blush just by staring deep in your beautiful eyes.

..i wanna let you hear my heart beat..

after all..i just wanna be around you

but i'm just a stranger..

(:

8 : 38 PM, 31th August. 2010

baru pulang dari rumah kwn..

Shidah. Happy Befday!! 17 sudah kau!

Member yg lain masih di sana lagi tu kali..

Aku d sini..bilik, gelap, sejuk(sbb a/c on -,-), sendiri.

aku baca balik posting2 lama aku..

it's like everything i'm passing through everyday is in..

inside my words, there's no confidence.

i always thought i'll fall before i even start running.

i want that to change....

feeling superior..

i called her that evening, talking just a line or two..and lastly i said i will call her later..

then the later comes, i called her..we talk for awhile and here's a little line..

dia : suda mkn?

aku : tiada mkn hari ni..

dia : tipu lah..

aku : really. Aku minum jak hari ni..

dia : tahan nya kau..nda lapar ka?

aku : lapar jugak tapi teda selera maw mkn. Sahur pun aku teda makan..

dia : haaa?? its not good la mcm tu. Satu hari langsung teda mkn? Pegi mkn la dulu..nanti kau sakit..

aku : hahahahaha! ada bha aku makan..

dia : uhhhhhhhh..kan. tipu seja.

((: feels good when that someone cares..about just this basic things..

p.s ; sorry i lied. ;D ask me again tonight, and i wouldn't lie. HA HA HA!

you worth

u're worth fighting for..

i ain't gonna let this just blew away.

just not again.

i ain't gonna let this go..

no matter what they say..

no matter what i'll face.

i'm not letting go.

now, i'm seriously getting what i deserve..

so much more

lots of story i wanted to tell..

so many things i wanna ask..

..and..

too much from you i wanna hear..

so when i stay silence..

please know that i'm too tired to speak..and i'm too eager to listen to your voice..

all the little things..

dia : "euwww..tikus.."

aku : "hahaha..! dimana bha kau ni?"

dia : "di belakang restoran......aaaaa!! tikus!"

aku : "hahah. bha kau masuk la dulu..nti ada penjahat di belakang restoran..aku call later.."

dia : "it's okay..byk jugak kereta lalu sini.."

aku : "really x mau masuk lagi?"

dia : "erghhh..tikus ni..lipas lagi"

aku : "err..aku pun geli lipas..but..hmm..cute bha tikus.."

dia : "euww.."

aku : "hamster?"

dia : "itu cute!!"

aku : "kau ada?"

dia : "nope..but my sis do.."

aku : "hmm..x mau bela hamster?"

dia : "nti mati? x pndi jaga.."

hahahahaha..just the way she talk.. (:

Angel In Green

angela. amazing just the way you are ((((:

thoughts..random thoughts..

the past taught me a lot.

taught me what?

some people are angel from the outside..demon in the inside..means, never ever trust a look.

goodnight. (:

today's thing..

pulang skolah terus land..

tidur memanjang smpi jam 5.

hahaha.

bgn jak terus pg rumah azri..

hantar brg..ya aku tidur rumah dia dua hari ni.

jam 6 pegi bazar sendiri..beli mknn..

pulang rumah dia..bebuka..

7 lbih member amek pegi terawih.

pulang terawih..8 lbih..lepak d rumah member jap.

mkn2 sikit..

10 lbih pulang..

and skrg disini.

mengupdate blog.

((:

sudah. ini saja yg ku perlu.

bagi aku rasa gembira.

bagi aku kwn yg sentiasa support aku.

bagi aku someone utk aku cinta.

bagi aku family utk tegur silap aku.

bagi aku sekolah utk jamin masa depan aku.

ini saja yg ku perlu and aku sudah ada.

terima kasih tuhan. (:

i know someone new..

actually been knowing her since 2009..

but now then i have the courage to ask her to let me know her better..

and she let me., thx 4 that.

i guess i've fallen for her..

i don't know..

but i really wanna run to her now if only i could..i would.

but looking at the past, it hurts to be pushed away for someone else..

and i don't wanna be invisible anymore towards the one i love..

and i ain't gonna let that happen again..

i don't know what would i be if i have to feel that pain again..

fuhh..lama sial x on!

life aku better than before.. ((:

kwn aku byk support! thx guys.

oh yaa..middle of ramadhan da ni..

baru maw wish..Selamat Berpuasa semua!

((:

the greatest war is the war against urself

..hmm..lemah...

this band..(my band)
byk sgt masalah..between band members.
mcm2...bila time practice mesti ada alasan x dpt attend..
-,-

bila dpt gigs, hepi bukan maen..maw kasi konfem konon tp duit x collect..
then da lambat baru maw sibuk..
when lambat, nama x masuk fliers..baru maw bising..

ada yg buang member pasal betina..
ada yg xda masa..
ada yg mls turun practice..
and aku..bila practice main2..

smua ahli band ni..masih byk perlu kasi baik..
disiplin...
focus..

hmm..for now, band ni kita bagi malap dulu k..
after spm, kita mw naik sama2..
aku da masuk plkn nti up to kamu la maw tggu atau cr org lain..
aku support!

s! k! a! t! E!

punya siok sial deck baru akuuu...auw!!

A Rocket To The Moon..Like We Used To.

will he love you like i loved you..?
will he tell you everyday..?
will he make you feel feel like you're invincible
with every words he'll say..?
can u promise me if this was right, don't throw it all away..

will you do all this things..that we used to....