something in my head..

sometimes, i sit alone and thought is there a place where its only me i should care about..
is there a place where i can do what i want and noone can stop me..
is there a place where i can run to..head to the rooftop and scream anything i like..such "yeahaa~!" maybe "IM ALIVE" cuz i know that moment that i really do..
is there a place where its ok live without cash..without car..just living the days as it is..
nothing to care about as everything will last.

as i open these eyes..i know this is not the life i didn't mean that its sucks
but this world now..its not how its supposed to be.
the people outside there are just ruin..
inhuman..
beast..
they wear shiny shoe..have shiny hair..
carry a briefcase around all the time..
driving big shining cars..
i don't see them as people who are success. sorry but this is my thoughts so just fuckin swallow it k?

i see them as what i said before..beast..inhuman..robots.
i wann live this life..this short life as myself..
being stupid..dummy..fucked up kid with a dream to live a low life..

sometimes i thought that big house..big car..thick wallet..rich and famous is what i wanted..
but when i think twice..thats not how it was supposed to be..and i just wanted to be as what will be..just me.

i don't wanna set my future.. shout me in the face..but thats my thought..
i'm not gonna set my future..